its interesting to be readin about roxy m and invariably and sucking the bell of a little
in the dream about the abandoned satellite that the plane crashed into sexual attraction
occurred when the sexual organ became aroused and the owner is the only one who knows
what caused the arousal of louise-sylvia o'hara-archdeacon and the smile of the bone
with a loaded gun at hand i could easily have a few drinks and blow my head off
i dont like these suicide "attempts" that have a possibility of being unsuckcesspitfull
drink is more important to me than any man i can rely on drink any man has to fit
into my drinking schedule its not that one cant rely on men its just that i wont
ever be in love with one and i have come to rely on my drinking routine for the love
it lets me feel perhaps i am so alone it because probably doesnt matter what the melodies
and song structure like is if i dont like the voice instrumentation and production
15 miles to culver city i just want to sleep all the time anytime i wake up i want to
immediately take a sleeping pill and fall asleep for 8 more hours until i die it doesnt
matter that i never do another thing it is of no consequence ok instead of sleeping
pills i will take alcohol and enter that dreamy unreal life anything (dumb) i do or
say when drunk i will just blame the fact that i was in a dream i could buy a camper
van with my 50k or i could just take whatever one room place the govt gives me i will
go into a drink dream to cope with my horrible living circumstances what other option
do i have i dont want to write music i am just doing it because im not dead im still
slightly interested in this thing we call life but i want to experience the nothingness
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